God harden me against myself.
I lock my door upon myself themes.
Originally published in 1990 i lock my door upon myself is the story of calla a beautiful flame haired willful girl living in rural upstate new york in the early years of the 20th century.
I lock the door upon myself fernand khnopff fernand khnopff was not a pre raphaelite painter but i wanted to share his 1891 painting i lock my door upon myself which draws inspiration from christina rossetti s poem who shall deliver me.
This antiquated and worn aspect of khnopff s interior is rarely noted but relates closely to.
Right from the beginning tyrell thompson is associated with water he s a water dowser and first says a human being is born with a gift for water like for singing or dancing or preaching or fighting but then it s god s will you refine it.
If i could once lay down myself and start self purged upon the race that all must run.
But who shall wall self from myself most loathed of all this is in some ways a religious poem about inner struggle and the way that god can in the end provide salvation.
Gothic passions violence fateful encounters and scandal.
The woman s clothing seem to blend into her background a theme which was also seen in pre raphaelite paintings such as the heart of the rose by burne jones where the woman appears to be one with the bush in which.
If i could set aside myself and start with lightened heart upon the road by all men overgone.
Neue pinokothek munich.
If a writer s palette is his life then the prolific and versatile joyce carol oates has lived many lives.
Khnopff s title comes specifically from this stanza.
Sharon hirsh comments on an overlooked aspect of khnopff s i lock my door.
Later khnopff became well known for his allegorical and symbolic paintings.
The objects in the painting are arranged in a rather dingy older room an interior left behind.
Background detail fernand khnopff i lock the door upon myself 1891 oil on canvas 72 7 x 141 cm neue pinakothek munich in the foreground of the painting are the three distinct sets of withering orange irises which punctuate the three part composition.
I lock my door upon myself has an elemental pagan subtext.
But who shall wall self from myself most loathed of all.
At 17 calla is married off to a coarse local farmer.
I lock my door upon myself.
In i lock the door upon myself one can see the lack of life around the woman namely in the decay of the flowers the cracking of the wood and more generally the lack of a more vibrant color palette.
The stanza in the poem that this is from goes like this.
Aside from the curvilinear form of the woman locked behind a table of some sort or is it an altar or a tomb the painting is dominated by circles squares and rectangles and everything including the woman herself is painted.
I lock my door upon myself.
Inspired by belgian artist fernand khnopff s painting i lock my door upon myself 1891 this novella of the same name exudes joyce carol oates trademark themes.